Saturday, April 3, 2010

Women's Caucus for Art CONTROL Show, SOMArts, Aug. 6-29, 2009


“Veils” digital print, 11”x14” in 16”x20” frame, 2009
Statement: Are we seen for ourselves or how we are packaged? Dare we walk around with naked faces and look people in the eye? Is the feminine so powerful it must be controlled, commodified, dissected, denied? 




“SRO” digital print, 11”x14” in 16”x20” frame, 2009
Statement: Single room occupancy hotel (SRO).  Rooms by the day, week, month. Threadbare carpet, long halls, thin walls, a bed, a chair, a sink. A chain across the door. I am in control.

These two works were exhibited in the CONTROL Show presented by the WCA’s South Bay and Peninsula chapters at SOMArts in San Francisco Aug. 6-29.  The show was juried by Guerilla Girls West and curated by Karen Gutfreund. See the Control Exhibition's Facebook site. Photos of 88 of the artworks is at http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=124262&id=117770210798.

I was impressed by the variety, quality and passion of the work, and by the formidable intelligence and organizational skills of Karen Gutfreund, who worked so hard to make it all happen. I was inspired to join the WCA’s Northern California chapter, which meets in San Francisco and the East Bay.


Much of my work in the 80s had to do with sexism and its effects on both genders. But in the past couple of decades, we as a society seem to have lost interest in reclaiming our full power as women. I tried to raise my children in a non-sexist household, but my daughters love their cosmetics and shoes, and don't seem to realize that just because their husbands do the dishes doesn't mean the battle is won.

“Veils” and “SRO” are both experiments in combining paintings with found objects. The metal object in “SRO” is a brand-new, never used crampon (ice-climbing spikes for mountain climbers), which I found for a dollar at a sidewalk sale in the Haight. Esther, who runs the sale, is pretty remarkable in her own right.

Eth-Noh-Tec Salon! You're On!

I had originally been invited to present art and poetry in February, but Cynthia Tom asked me to move to March, International Women's Month, and present with Cynthia and Nancy Hom as part of  a project of the Asian American Artists’ Association. AAWAA’s “A Place of Her Own” invites women to consider “If I had a place of my own, what would it be?”

For me, it's less a place than a state of mind, one that I've fought for my whole life, and which, most days, I achieve. Where is my place? Here. Now. observing the world and responding to it creatively. There's nothing else I'd rather do. The creative act, no matter what kind, is where i feel freest, yet most connected. Once you have spent time with the muse, it's hard to pull yourself away, Because you're not really creating the work, you're a vehicle trying to express some sort of universal law or rhythm. 

The act of creation, or co-creation with the muse, is so seductive, i don't even like to take the time to get the work out there. I'd rather be creating something new than submitting, framing, networking, proposal-writing, and all the other stuff that scares me to death.

So that is my current challenge. I'm gaining confidence about my work, but I'm not so confident that others appreciate it. So I'm making an effort to put the work out there, to form relationships and collaborations with other artist, to use calls for submissions as food for thought and springboards for new work.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

The Japanese American Incarceration


The preferred terminology is now “incarceration” rather than “internment” because it is legal to “intern” citizens of enemy nations during wartime, whereas it is unconstitutional to hold American citizens  indefinitely without charge or trial. And two-thirds of the 120,000 Japanese Americans “incarcerated” or “imprisoned” during WWII were loyal American citizens who simply had the misfortune to look like the enemy.

As I think about it, I haven't done much artwork directly about the internment, though I have written extensively about it. Rather than depict the oppression, my artwork has focused on identifying and contradicting internalized oppression—the feeling that many victims carry of being somehow less worthy or deserving of injustice. I was fortunate to have a father who was very proud of his Japanese heritage and culture and to watch grandmothers and aunts put their Buddhist values into daily practice. Much of my Japanese American work has been about celebrating what they taught me.


The Floating World, 36 x 44, oil. The heads of my grandfather and grandmother hover over me at age five, dressed—like all the other children—in an elaborate Buddhist outfit when the Grand Abbot visited from Japan. The gold crown sat atop a silken pillow, on my slippery black hair. I had to hold my head very straight to keep the crown from falling.  My head is wreathed with the lines of a Buddhist prayer, “ I am a link in Amida's golden chain of love that stretches around the world. I must keep my link bright and strong.... I will try to think pure and beautiful thoughts, to say pure and beautiful words, and to do pure and beautiful deeds, knowing that on what I do now depends not only my happiness and unhappiness, but also that of others.”

The title alludes, not simply to the floating world of ukiyoe wood-block prints, but to a certain view of life. I was born a few months after the last concentration camps closed. I grew up with loss as a fact of life. But incarceration had not been the first , now would it be the last hardship for my relatives. Children died, jobs were lost, loved ones were difficult. My relatives knew that NOTHING material can be counted on. We are adrift on a sea where things are dying and being born every minute. The only things we can count on are change, and the sea of existence itself, the unnameable something that sustains us amidst change.

Line of Succession, 18" x 24". Acrylic. Hippies are stereotyped as anti-establishment types who didn't “trust anybody over thirty,” but we were not anarchistic. Although we rejected some of the values and power structures we grew up with, we actively sought and honored models that worked, new or old. We drew inspiration from Thoreau, Emerson, abolitionists, early feminists, and leaders of color, as well as the craftsmanship, culture and spirituality outside the “civilized” world. The nine months I spent on an Indian ashram in the early 1970s helped me truly understand my grandparents’ religion and lifestyle, and  coelesce values into bedrock that continue to ground my life and my children's.


Buddhism in America, 18" x 24". Oil. The Buddhist lessons I learned in India (and continue to learn every day) about self-created suffering, nonattachment, and satori paralleled what my grandparents learned in their journey from Meiji-era Japan to late-20th century America. The integrity with which they lived their lives continues to illuminate my response to today’s challenges.


Jiichan, 11 x 17 photocollage. This is one of the few works that physically shows an internment camp. My grandfather's photo, lost farm fields, karuta poem cards, my grandmother's kimono, scissors to symbolize what was severed, and grasses from a memorial garden symbolize the lessons that do not die, including our duty as Americans to safeguard democracy for everyone.



Trunk of Dreams, photocollage with poem. The text reads, “Dear wife/We were so hopeful/in the first days./How could I know/that the new land/would hollow out/your heart/and fill my mouth/with sand./Gaman/we said/Gambatte./Shikkari nasai./Until the last weed/died in the desert./I never told you/how sorry I was.


Barry in Grade School, 11" x17", digital collage. I'm working on a series entitled “loyal•disloyal” about my father's journey from segreated Stockton to thr Rohwer incarceration camp to a twenty-two year career in U.S. military intelligence. In this first grade photo, he already looks intense, isolated and haunted. Note that the class is mostly children of color, somewhat shabbily dressed. More later.

Labels: Buddhism, internment, Japanese American

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Assim-U-lation


Assim-U-lation, series of three paintings, acrylic on 12” x 12” canvas, with found objects. In the past 30 years, consumerism has replaced education as a primary means of assimilation for immigrants of color, encouraging them to reinvent themselves as simulations of the dominant culture. The work raises questions about the relationship between consumption and perceived attractiveness, success and self-worth. And questions whether bleached hair, spike heels and hot cars attract romance or simply a credit card hangover.

1. “Lookin’ for Love. Hiding behind a cigarette, trendy hair and attitude, a young woman seeks love. In the absence of reality-based community for young Pinoys, can MySpace provide true connection, or leave them suspended in electronic limbo, barely visible, neither fully Filipino nor fully American.

2. Tides of Desire. A Mazda RX-7, yesteryear’s hot car, is washed up on a beach amid the detritus of American machismo: beer cans, cigarette packs, Playboys, and hamburger wrappers. Tire tracks lead to the timeless ocean, but the eye is drawn to the colorful ephemera in the foreground. In the absence of strong, realistic models of Asian American manhood, where does our youth look for guidance? How long do the things we lust for hold their value? And do macho trappings impress the girls or simply other dateless males?

3. Shopaholic Halfie. If boys are taught to use cars as bait, girls turn to clothes. “Sara” obsesses on shoes and posts provocative photos on-line. She fetishizes on shoes in hopes that men will fetishize her. Is it a successful strategy? She confesses that she is “a certified halfie...genetically chinese-filipino. MY LIFE IS AN OPEN BOOK. i am still single and it seems that guys are kinda intimidated with the kind of lifestyle i am living right now... GUYS, don’t worry.... I DON’T BITE.... i am into collecting items of signature brands and i am a SHOPAHOLIC.... it has been my devotion to buy lots and lots of clothes...shoes... bags...& accessories.... FEEL FREE TO ASK ME WHATEVER YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT ME...”

Identity and internalized Oppression





“LukoLoco,” photocollage, 11"x14", evolved from an installation piece. “Luko loco” is slang for “crazy” in the Philippines, as in “You make me luko loco!” And “luko loco” is the way many young Asian Americans feel—caught between expectations to be a blonde Barbie, a computer whiz, an Asia Pop cutie or a nice traditional girl just one generation removed from the slums of Manila or Hong Kong...
(Manila slum photo by permission of Eric Talmadge.) “LukoLoco” evolved from the installation below.


“Know Your Place,” mixed media installation piece, 32"w x 46"h x 22"d, acrylic on canvas with traditional silk malong, rice, sampaguita (national flower) petals, star anise, rosary, computer chip and other found objects. Exhibited at Cultural Resilience show at Manilatown Center, Sept- Nov 2008

“Behind Closed Dollars,” Manilatown Center, May 10-July 19, 2008

1. “The National Interest: Where Are Our Mothers?” Photo collage, 14" x 11". Grainy faces of Filipino children are almost obscured by symbols of international economics—dollar signs, flags and a map. The size and placement each flag indicates the population and location of overseas workers around the globe.The children’s photo is by Amaryllis T. Torres fromwww.imagesphilippines, used by permission.


2. “The National Interest: Remittance.” Photo collage, 14" x 11". A group of Filipino boys are contrasted with the number of dollars remitted to the Philippines by overseas Filipino workers from ten countries, sized by dollar amount, and positioned by geographic location. About ten percent of working-age Filipinos are deployed abroad, and the money they send home amounts to over 13% of the domestic economy. The children were photographed by “Sayote Queen,” a prolific and talented photographer who resides in the Philippines. Photo fromwww.flickr.com, used by permission.



3. “The National Interest: Left Behind.” Photo collage, 14" x 11". There are over 11 million Filipinos living abroad, counting Philippines citizens who are temporary overseas workers or permanent residents of other countries, as well as those who have become citizens of their countries of residence. A photo of children behind a fence is overlaid by a map showing the distribution around the world of overseas Filipinos. Ironically, the photo was snapped by a Dutch tourist, who posted it on Flickr under the title, “Like you’ve never seen a white person before.” When I emailed for permission, he wrote, “I took this picture somewhere deep in Cebu city. We were eating chicken heads, feet, etc with Filipino friends. These children passed by, and then came back when they saw those long-nose white persons. ‘Hey Joe!’” Photo from www.flickr.com, used by permission of Lennart Woltering.

Warmth, humanity and patience make Filipinos excellent caretakers; and intelligence, education and discipline make them excellent engineers and technicians. But if these qualities are exported and exploited rather than invested in the family and society at home, what qualities will be inherited by the next generation of Filipinos?

I am not Filipino American, but over the years, my Filipino friends have shared experiences and perspectives about absent parents, the dual economy, and false values fueled by Western salaries, Catholic oppression, negative stereotyping, and internalized oppression about indigenous and village culture.

I became more closely acquainted with overseas Filipino/a workers in 2006 when I spent two months in a skilled nursing facility with a broken leg. I spent many hours with Filipino/a LVNs and CNAs. They were kind, caring and conscientious professionals who displayed tremendous compassion even for homeless and addicted patients. They were great teamworkers who retained the ability to laugh and joke in difficult circumstances. And many spoke movingly about their children, who remained in the Philippines.

The work asks whether the true measure of success is material or a more complex blend of psychological, spiritual and social richness. It raises awareness about the global impact of exported labor and its impact around the world.

In keeping with the theme of globalism, some of the images were found on the Internet and are used with the permission of photographers in the Philippines, the United States and the Netherlands.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

image transfer



I've been continuing experiments with this technique. I like the cloudy, dreamy quality, and the potential for making variations on an image, partly dependent on how my printer is acting on a particular day. Is it making stripes, shifting colors? I'm doing some collaging in Photoshop and then sometimes adding more paper and other items later.